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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Bored....

The first time in the last two months that i actually have time to say i am bored during office hours! hahaha... realised that i haven't been bloggin much... The past 2 months has been insane. work is insane as usual. we are rushing like mad to meet deadlines... working to 1 am is really the norm. but now, things are getting better. knocking off at 9 plus 10.... still late, but considered much much better. more time to spend with my loved ones... hees...

Life hasn't been easy either. went through another horrid chapter. i blame no one for that other than myself. I blame myself for not being firm. for not thinking or rather thinking too much. for not being decisive and hence making myself unhapy. but its ok.... I learn from everything that happens in my life. and now things are back to normal and i am the happy self i used to be. but wad is this feeling that is still at the back of my mind? i noe i am avoiding it, i dare not face it... hopefully, with time it will wear off? or maybe i will have the courage to face it? opps, lost for a moment...

no more unhappy stuffs! think positive... hee =) today is valentines day! SO?? i am dateless!! wth!! haha okok, i did have some dates but had to turn them dwn cos of work! hence, the only date i have is with my FS and work. how great?!?! hohoho... then again, this shall be a change for once. the past few vdays has been spent with bfs... this is the first in a while that i am alone. and no doubt i still feel loved. loved by all my friends and most importantly, loved by myself! haha... this vday i shall not share my love with anyone other than friends and myself! who needs guys when u have friends? i shall not start my nonsense abt guys. cos i noe ppl will kill me... wahaha... but dear gfs you noe wad i will say. *winkx*

this week is also CNY!! excited!! looking fwd to all the goodies, haven't had any cos of my disgusting work!! but will have to control man. if not i will jus put on more weight! arghs!! also looking to my ang baos... haha.. and gg to chinatown!! realised that i have always been avoiding the crowd in chinatown, but this yr decided to go cos i need to feel the mood man. trapped in office for too long liao!! wahaha.. BUT, totally not looking fwd to my relatives telling me "23 liao leh, still dun wan to find bf?" sighs... its not like at 23 i NEVER had a bf wad... its jus i nvr and dun wan to bring them home wad. and wad's wrong wif not having a bf at 23? i am still young k!! come 25, 26 then i will worry k?? blehs...