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Sunday, December 31, 2006

Reflections of 2006
Time really flies... its already the end of 2006! incredible yr... lots and lots of things happened and i think i have really changed and grew up alot...

The year started with my final semester in NTU. all the stress of handling FYP and 5 moduels... many many late nights just to produce that FYP report. Many thanks to my dearest roomie and darling! without u babes we would not have gotten our A!! hee... and not to forget the countless projects and being in the same group as my "best" fren for 311... Dar and bro, do not luff!! haha you guys noe wad i'm toking abt... *winkx*
Not forgeting the exams!! never been so stress in uni before... all the studying in NIE lib with my dearest ganag of gers!! without you gers who would be there to cheer me up frm the stress?? we really worked hard and in the end, it was all worth it cos i got my second upper! though it was quite unexpected, i am really happy, i mean who won't?? hee...

Not everything was smooth sailing though. 2006 was when i went through my second break-up. I dun regret my decision to be with you although i knew frm the start we won't be together. but at least i tried and that's wad matters... from you i learnt many things abt myself. did many things that i never thought i would do for any guy... i cried but i recovered quick. that's me. i'm sure i'm now stronger and now i noe i can actually put in effort to make things work... and this i will bring with me into my next relationship...

Going to the States on WAT was the best decision i've ever made. and it is through this trip that i learnt that i have two very wonderful frens. even though we quarelled like shit, we are still as close now! Incredible!! haha... and the new frens made there i will never forget. although it was jus a short 2 mths together there, i will always remember each and every one of u there. i think i have really matured alot from this trip. learning to be independent and working out differences with others, accepting differences and learning to survive in a foreign land. all this i believe i would never have achieved if i didn't go on this trip. I miss the states!! i wanna go back!! hee...

Then came the stun of the year during my convo!! I actually woke up at 1.50pm when my convo was at 2pm?!?! INSANE!! i almost cried when i woke up and saw the time. the no of missed calls on my phone was like 20?? haha... and miraculously, i still made it up on stage to receive my cert! haha unbelieveable ehs? thank god my surname is See... if not, i would jus cry. i came back early frm the states jus cos of convo. and if i missed it, i would never forgive myself.

Next is the beginning of a total new chap in my life-work. Even tdy, the truth has yet to sink in... i still cannot believe that i am now a working adult in the coporate world. at times i really feel small and helpless. never realised how protected i was in the past... but luckily, up till tdy, there has always been ppl there to help me in times of need. maybe my guardian angle is really looking after me. Now, i am starting to believe in Luck. it is really impt... if not given the chance to prove urself, even the most zai person will remain a nobody in this ruthless corporate world. and if unlucky enuff, you may be stabbed to death without even noeing it. Scary as it seems, welcome to the coporate world - where your best friend may just be ur greatest enemy. wahaha...

Though some things will never change, but as a whole, i think i have really changed. matured a hell lot and starting to see things frm a diff angle. beginning to look for things that once never ever crossed my mind and getting much more independent.. all this for the better or worse, i dun have an answer. sometimes being independent is no gd. when i need someone to love me and show concern, no one is there. maybe its time to find that somebody?? haha, i really dunno. i have learnt that for some things, there can never be an answer. and others are better left unknown, especially if you dun wish to noe the answer. then again, avoiding the issue will only create more problems... tough issues here, but i guess its time to learn to face my problems...

in the coming year i only hope to focus on wad i want. to actually KNOW wad i want. to put in more effort on the things tt i care abt. and to be PUNCTUAL!!! wahaha... this is my biggest prob. i am NEVER on time. sheesh.... to everyone, i promise i try not to be late!! but pls dun scold me jus becos i am 5 mins late yar?? hahaha... Happy New Year everyone!!

♥ The Girl ♥