< .everything.me.and.me.only. <body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/32523986?origin\x3dhttp://eternaldelights.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Photobucket
Sunday, December 17, 2006

Life - it ain't easy
Ever wondered wad u want in ur life? why is it that you are doing wad you are doing now? somehow, such thoughts are beginning to hit me now. have you ever been in a situation where you thought u made a right decision but later regret making that decision? that's life. we can never expect what is gonna be thrown at us next...

its beginning to hit me that i am actually growing up. the stuffs i think about, the things i do, the people i meet, the conversations i have, all these little things really make me feel like i've grown up. no longer the little ger, living in my own little world.. (then again, i was never exactly a little ger... haha, but that's for another time)i realised tt i have been so protected and loved by the people around me and when i enter the real world, i can't help but feel lost. but i am growing to understand, to see what the real world is like and how scary it can be.

During school days, we only worried about projects and exams... now you worry abt not meeting work deadlines, screwing up your work, financial issues, investment issues... OMG i feel so old.

In the past we worry abt BGR, now we think about whether we are wif the right guy, marriage and even retirement... i jus feel... old! and troubled and occupied. as though there are 101 issues waiting to be resolved. and there just ain't enough time to address everyone of them. relationships are the worst. i mean not jus BGR but working relationships, friendships and family.

imagine if you are like me, offend your boss w/o even noeing, then life is gonna be tough! luckily, things are beginning to get better. my boss is beginning to be nicer to me... maybe it was jus a little misunderstanding altogether, or maybe my boss is jus weird... wahaha. and seriously, there's alot of back stabbing in the working world. not that i have encountered any yet but i noe there is... tons and tons of gossips flying around. you'll never noe when a friend may turn on you. so yups, it is that bad... and scary... gotta learn to watch wad u say... esp for straight-fwd ppl like myself. wun even noe that u offended others.. and the worst are those that pretend to be ur fren and then betray you by telling on you. cannot stand those kinda ppl! but yes, they do exist. so its hard to differentiate friend form foes... scary...

BGR, another headache. Seriously, i think its really hard to find true love anymore... guys are not after love but *ahem* and people are unsure abt wad they want (myself included)... its no longer i'm marrying you cos i love you, but becos it happens to be you at the right time. and that is really sad... i'm not saying this applies to everyone cos i myself am also still searching for wad ppl call true love, but seriously, is there such a thing to begin with? and if there isn't such a thing, wad am i searching for? so issit really better jus to remain single? well, i'm enjoying it. although i do noe that things may not be as simple as i wish they would be...

family... when we were young, we never understood all those brainless family squabbles. but now, i am beginning to understand that money is really the root of all evil. it can really tear a family apart... and how many people quarrel becos of money? countless... and why? cos people are just greedy and always chasing after material needs. to the extent they forget the true meaning of being a family and can even betray each other... (to those guilty, some self-reflection is needed at this point, although i dun think you will ever read this.) i'm jus glad none of these probs have affected my own family.

I dun wanna grow up!! hahaha, i'm jus being a big baby...

♥ The Girl ♥