Just did the one thing that i have been preaching abt for a long long time. Dunno if it was a right move though.... feeling kinda confused at the moment... Many ask me do i regret my decision right from the start, since i actually chose where i am now... I dun think i do, in fact i did get things out of this firm.. maybe not all things nice, but i am contented. at least i know if i didn make this choice, i will never become this strong as a person. i will not learn as much as wad i know now. and i will never have found him. for that, i thank my firm...

its just there is this limit in everyone. i know this is not the first time my limits have been tested during the year. but i know this time there can be no happy ending and i will not be taking back that letter. Luck runs out on everyone i guess... Never in the past one and a half yrs have i felt this helpless, never have i felt this unwilling to do something and yet i have nowhere and no one to fedback to. never have i felt this unapprciated and most importantly, i have never been this sick. It was my body that told me enough is enough! Better luck in my hunt for a new rice bowl.... Cheers~