Oh crap!! Pls shut up!!
There is this voice at the back of my mind telling me things tt i dun wan to hear, dun wan to think abt and dun wan to noe. Seems like the only time i am myself is when i am at work, when i can occupy myself and not think of useless stuff. hate this crappy feeling... i wan to say its cos of xiao ben's death that i am feeling low lately. but i noe it is not totally true. it is jus me....
Even on the cab i think. every second when i am alone, i think... so tiring... is this why i am sleeping early lately? cos i am jus emotionally drained, so that i will not think? CRAP!!
@#$%#*%$!!$%*!(#)@!(@&*%!