In memories of my Xiao Ben, who has been part of my family for the last three years. being the one thing i complain to all the time, although i noe it doesn noe a word i am saying. staring at it run around when i have nothing to do. envy it being stress free, sleeping all the time. now i can no longer do that...

I noe i should be glad, cos it already lived much longer than normal. normally, hamsters only survive 2 years plus... but Xiao Ben is more than 3 yrs old... its just when i saw it suffering, my tears just flowed. It was trying to stand up and walk. but could not. and i could see pain in its eyes. total weakness... it was like 101 chillies in my eyes, causing the tears to jus flow. hate that feeling. but i noe it is in peace now... and will stay in our hearts always.

this episode made me realise that life is really fragile. few days ago i rem xiao ben still running around, no signs of anything. healthy as ever. and two days later, cannot even walk. Sigh. wad an unexpected turn of events. Life is such i guess. so we gotta treasure everyone in our lives! to all my family and frens, if i failed to tell u this before, i shall say it now. I LOVE YOU~