Weird... Haven't had this feeling in a while. The feeling of not knowing wad you want or wad are you doing....
The past week seems to have flown pass w/o me knowing wad is happening. I dunno wad i am doing. Somehow my mind is not concentrating on my tasks at hand. Like today, i typed an sms and did not even send it. and i was wondering why my fren din reply... My mind is always drifting somewhere. But the thing is i do not know where it is drifting to. Half the time i am thinking of something and then i will forget wad i was thinking of the next moment. So un-me.
Keep feeling that something is missing but yet i cannot pinpoint wad it is. Jus the feeling of something's not right. I dun feel rite but yet i dunno why. Mixed feelings... Again, so un-me.
Crapping way too much too. Kinda not registering wad comes out of my mouth. Its only when it comes out that i realised i may have said something wrong. Like i said, my mind is not wif me. I'm only half registering wad i say and wad i hear. dunno why, so un-me. Pls pardon my nonsense if you found me weird last week.
I want to be somewhere yet i dunno where. I want to go somewhere but i dunno where. hmm... could this be due to the lack of sleep? or that i'm jus bored? I'm not thinking, not planning, not focusing. Many times this week i find myself jus doing the first thing that hits me. Luckily things turned out fine. Could it be cos i'm too happy? happy tt i could bum around in office? Or issit because i've been slacking too much, my brain has shut down. the engine's not working?
Wadever, weekends are here! its time to enjoy~ Praying that i'll be back to normal next week....