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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Bad sign...
hmms... 3 days into my first job and i'm so tired?!?!? going home later and later by the day. 1st day 8.30pm, second day 10.40pm, today 11.20pm!!! best! 1st day at work and i got pulled dwn for engagement. how "lucky" is that? blehs... and 3 days into the job i offended my supervisor and seniors... although they din tell me off (cos its something small) i think they are pissed off with me lar... all becos the bloody printer screwed up on me and i din take the initiative to re-print the stuff! actually i dunno why i din do it oso. issit becos i was at the client's place and the client needed to use the comp? i cannot even rem lor, cos to me its really a small prob? but my sup told me off saying "then you are not even helping". Sighs... at first i din even take it to heart until my fren pointed out that i should have taken the initiative to sort things out. hmms... but its really not my biz wad.. and i seriously have not a single idea wad were the stuffs i was told to print can? ok shall not push the blame...

hmmss... come to think of it i was really not tactful in handling the situation sia... maybe i'm jus too straight forward like wad my fren said? hmm... but then again, if i really printed everything i dun think they will even thank me lar. we humans are really nasty creatures. we will never pay attention to or praise poeple for helping us with little things. but for sure if others can't get little things done correctly, we will surely scold and have a big fuss. unfair ehs? but that's the way we are. sighs... think i need to go consult my "best fren" for some boot-licking skills. wahaha...

and the worse thing is i'm already having thoughts of leaving. in fact all auditors have the thought of leaving. but all is say only... can say wanna leave but after years still saying only... haha... but seriously, after toking to my fren i seriously doubt i can stay long. firstly, the lousy pay. no incentive to stay on. and more imptly, the LONG working hours. totally no life. now i understand why auditors are rich and single. single cos no time to mingle or even go SDU. rich cos no time to spend, no family commitments and thrifty!! i DUN WAN!!!! haha... and i was still toking to zhongyu abt other job opps... saying that i will jump at any better job opp.

wows... so many bad signs... first my personality test, then my superpacked schedule, then offending my seniors, then the thought of quiting, then the job opps.... hmm... issit really gonna be soon.... haha